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October 14 gon ni ciu walately i've got this very spontanous passion to learn guitar. WHy not, we only live one life. im always ready to learn and experience new thing.
by the way , i am going back to China in two months time, and i am staying for two months. i am thinking to join a guitar class or something. anyone keen to join?
been listening to the song "ke ai nvu ren" by Jay chou heaps lately.
just chilling at home, honeslty i've been 'over-chilled' lately. think i've got this 'never had enough sleep' symdrom.
right, i am switched to this chilled mode again. brain s shut!
write again. lmao
December 05 christmas regardsseems like it has been 10 years since last time i came up here to write something. i gotta apologize to my blog.
as my exams were finished,settling down for my 4 months holidays. thats right. FOUR months. this is new zealand style. its all about holidays.
angels, pinbirds... everyone is living in the world of "relaxation".
people in nz are simple, nice, easy going, more innocent, everything just seems so... slow.
thats why i can't calculate without a calculator. its incredible how stupid i become.
few days ago i was tidying up my closet. and i found the t-shirt with all my classmates signitures on it with all these sweet msg they left on the t-shirt before i came to new zeland. i immediately hang it to the wall, then i can proudly to show all my mates coming to my room and tell them that i have these many good friends back in china. well, thanks for all you guys, the t-shirt and that moment means so much to me. in my memories i always remember that feeling being cared and to prove that friendship is so precious and powerful!
christmas is coming up very soon. christmas trees are everywhere in the shops, restaurants. i can't really smell the christmas tho, probably becoz it;s summer here. but it rains heaps lately making it even worse. its just totally opposite to what i always been imaging the christmas should be in winter with loads of snow. and santa will come visit us with his winter outfit.
guys i am going to my chemical romance concert tonight! their songs rocks so badly. whoever is reading this, now go youtube and search "welcome to the black parade" by my chemical romance! the song kick butt!
ok at the end. merry chrimstmas folks. for me, to make my christmas merry, is to find out i pass all my final exams. lol pray for me guys >.<
so yeah, have a safe christmas, and families friends and lovers... meRy xmaS! September 07 Another hole in the headOpps, it was 3 months ago when i posted mai last diary. well, i don't believe there is such word "diary" in guys dictionary i suppose. i remember kit used to tell me that a guy gotta be real repsonsible to keep his own blog, which is true, i just don't really have that attitute to my blog.
not much happening lately. i read my last post thinking about those days how i got over my last relationship, it was making me feeling stink. it was such difficult yucky time, was like having the flu and never gonna get better.
well, i am such a virgin when i come to getting dumped, i never really knew how difficult it was and how to deal with things, what to say and what to do, what to see and what to eat...
lately, she had been calling me and we chatted on the phone for hours, we laughed, like good old friends. but i indeed feel the way of our friendship is more than just that. i did have fun chatting. just tried to avoid some sensitive topics. it sounds pathetic i have to admit i did feel jealous of hearing some of the things she said. i am not quite sure what is happening exactly, but all i know is i did pretty much get over her. and i WANT to stay in touch with her, although sometimes i do have a feeling of wanting to get closer to her, after the phone calls, i fell back to this crazy psycho imagination. then leading me to feeling miserable once i realized its impossible for us to go back! part of myself was thinking, i should maybe just knock it off, disconnect of any way to get in touch with her, move on my life .
jesus, i just never gonna stop this topic, am i?! hahahahah, sorry for the people whos been reading all the way down here, i know my words sounds pretty shallow and nonsense, was just thinking to come up here and write down how i FEEl, and maybe i will come back and read it and laugh about it in 2008
June 18 4个月虽然已经4个月了。但是还是感觉不到安宁，还是无奈， 还在磨练自己的忍耐。 每天就像一个迷失方向的旅行者，一首没有拍子的歌， 打不起精神，笑不出来， 没有办法自己看一部电影，每天睡醒 在没有睁开眼睛就在想我们的曾经
曾经的 打闹 斗嘴
曾经的 我们一起 爬山 和在那片草地上的你
曾经的 你 在我怀里做梦
曾经的 你 穿着我的t shirt 在我书桌上专注地做功课
曾经那 电话里 温柔的声音
那牵手的温度 你呼吸的味道 睡觉的样子
一切原本是我的专署 都被你狼狈地打碎
摔倒再爬起来， 有时真的很难。曾经的你，冲动毫不保留地对我付出， 现在却抛下如此赤裸裸的收场，是真的是同一个人？
The only thing to heal a broken heart, is time.
爱情失踪了4个月。。。希望时间真的可以快点把我治愈好，然后好好地生活。
March 25 when summer endsBOOOOO... i can EXPLAIN! the reason i didn't come here that often was that i was never able to access my blog from my home pc. i can only get on my blog at university's computer.
having my mid semester break in 2 weeks. which means i am on mid sem tests period. lol
i took some new photos durin the hot summer break here. will be uploaded soon, keep me posted.
nothing new really. i went to "round the bay" race competion last sunday. 8.9 km in 57 mins. there were more than 20 thousands ppl attanded da event. jesus. when you were running with such big crowd, it was like people trying to escape from da sunami chasing after. the 3rd world war and totally screwed!
right just after me being so proud of myself by obtainnin such great result, i suffered an entire 3 days extrem muscle pain. from neck to the my feet. walking like a "crab" around uni and people thought i was a natural born disable guy. *lmao*
my study seems getting on the right track, been studying english hardout during the holidays. seriously dude, the only thing always been stucked there as a big barrier for my study was English. english english always english.
recently i am addicted to ===>
house music
jolin cai
color blue ( people look good in blue)
white wine
talking to nice people (after gettin dumped by my ex, i have chilled down heaps. always keen to make some new friends and being around some kind and fun people. very relaxing and cruisy)
loads of rain these days, a sign to tell da fall is coming.
so many things happened during this summer, so screwed up, still on da plateau period, getting my nerves to calm down. guess the coming fall is a cool start of the next stage of my life. i really do hope things are just gonna get better. no more mess. just fill my days with fresh air.
to me and to everyone
January 27 christmas dinner---> new years eve-----> valentines day...25.12.2006 my happiest christmas dinner
01.01.2007 the worst new years eve
lonelinest valentines day. to be continued... August 28 学一门自己喜欢的 还是拿一个有用的学位？今天天很晴。 在可爱的阳光底下苦思着有机化学的电子跑跳，药物合成让我感到头疼。 放假回来后的考试更让我感到恶心。
每次睡不着都会拿一本厚厚的毒药学来读，似乎有神奇的催眠功力，这招的却有用！
我真的不喜欢药学.
每天我全身的纤维都在郁闷， 脑子不时会尖叫“GET OUT! FUCK OFF! GIVE UP!" 之类的感叹。
＂十年寒窗苦。不能打退堂鼓！＂妈妈又在耳边唠叨和责骂我后悔选这科的念头．
我在想如果学自己喜欢的，将来运用的好，一样可以把路走得很辉煌．
可我读了这么一句话 ＂人生存的意义不在一直顺水推舟而行，而是要一直充满生机，不畏惧向上挑战去实现生活的价值＂
学一门自己喜欢容易的 是胆怯？ 是退缩？ 还是捷径？
拿一个有用却不适合自己的学位 是愚蠢？ 是非颠倒？ 还是明智选择？
抬头仰望天空。发现一架飞机缓缓划过。 我想飞机上的人正飞往夏威夷去度假吧。就这么又陷入一片遐想中... July 22 和一个失恋的人的一天今天和我的一个朋友在BBK吃饭,突然他就哭了起来. 然后看者他那拼命喝可乐想掩藏自己尴尬的时候.发现再坚强的他,也有脆弱的一面.
难道爱情真的这么值得人付出吗？... Actually we are all just Mr/Ms Ordinary. amount the crowed, we are trying so hard on looking for so called Mr/Ms Perfect.when we all heard the randome sayings. when we have seen all the romantic movies. we all know the main guy will kiss the main girl. pince will marry to princess eventually. but no one tells us something important on who we suppose to love . do we really have to get hurt for few time before noticing we are just so normal and down to earth? and realize the concept that Mr Ordinary loves Ms Ordinary. ... 他告诉我,他是這麼愛著他的公主。
他真的很想擁有她﹐保護她﹐發誓要讓她的每個情人節都成為世界上最快樂的人 people are so good at imaging and expecting their lives to be those perfect images.they expect themselves as those main charators in the movies. they imagine themselves as the prince and princess in the fairy-tale. but reality is always different from those beautiful snapshots that we obtained in our mind.At the end of every fairy-tale.Prince always marries with beautiful princess.and live their happy lives to the end. As fairy-tale could end in such a sudden and not completed. But what about the reality of the lives? it is formed by so many little small pieces of parts.eventually we will just wake up from the dreams. sometimes we just ignore how fake the role we are playing in our real lives. you can't just put too much sugar neither too much salts to cover up the orignal taste. 最後想對我的好朋友說。 有亲密就有争吵,争吵不是问题,争吵反而是感情的调节剂.惟有当两个人不再亲密,争吵才会变成问题.
July 20 light up my cigaretteuploading some punk guys and gals. any rock music fans here? givme five damnnnnnn they totally rock. comment back! June 26 網上找到這幾張照片。 有 feel的人please comment back! 還記得那些在快窒息中掙扎的日子麼? 雖然沒參加高考﹐但我絕對知道那種生不如死的feel. 其實在我們淚汗交加的奮鬥過程中﹐ 身後的 父母也和我們一起 付出著... June 15 SoS 明天就是死期fri. sat and Sun. 连续三科... 现在好stress啊！
其中有一科。真的没有时间了。。。我想一定会fail. 其实已经读到快疯了！药学如果英语不够好或记忆力比较差，就很吃亏。 现在感觉很breathless..很无奈。觉得那种等死的感觉镇难熬 （就是那种，知道再如何努力也没有办法被tagged上失败的事实。） 以前小学中学可能在考试前狂读，可以pass. 现在觉得就是坐在library读两天两夜也记不完，读不完。。。
i know this sounds so negative. but people do get this moment sometimes right?
只是想上来发泄一下，btw. 旁边的这位印度阿X 咖喱味也真的有点太重...
kakak. i am such an asshole... *poking tongue*
June 04 點解自己甘懶?! 星期五要考試了。點解 越靠近考試越吾想溫書。。。 點解有0的人甘冷血? 點解有0的人假得甘離譜? 但係如果佢吾假0的﹐事實又會好點麼? 一位好朋友曾經講過。Tomorrow is another day. 發生甘多事﹐如果真的睡醒就無事0既話﹐甘幾好! ... May 26 ten things i hate about you--- its not written by me tho.i hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair i hate the way you drive my car i hate it when you stare i hate your dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind i hate you so much it makes me sick it even makes me rhyme i hate it... i hate the way you always right i hate it when you lie i hate it when you make me laugh even worse when you make you cry i hate it when you are not around and the fact that you didn't call bust mostly i hate the way that i didn't hate you not even close not even a little bit not even at all... pinch da nipples and run!!888888888888888888888888888888888 88888___88888888888888888___88888 8888_____888888888888888_____8888 8888_____888888888888888_____8888 8888_____888888888888888_____8888 8888_____888888888888888_____8888 8888_____888888888888888_____8888 8888_____888888888888888_____8888 8888_____88____888____88_____8888 8888_____8______8______8_____8888 8888_____8______8______8_____8888 8888_____8______8______8_____8888 8888_____8______8______8_____8888 8888_____8____8888888888888888888 8888_____8___88_____________88888 8888_____8__88_______________8888 8888______888_________________888 8888________88_________________88 8888__________88_______________88 8888____________88_____________88 8888_____________88___________888 8888______________8___________888 8888_______________8__________888 8888_______________8_________8888 88888_______________________88888 888888_____________________888888 888888888888888888888888888888888 i feel ive got so much love inside tonite lol...I thought I'd sing you a song... You're the one thing I can't get enough of So I'll tell you something This could be love because I've had the time of my life No I never felt this way before Yes I swear it's the truth And I owe it all to you ♥before ii met y0u...♥ ii never knew what it was like t0 l0oK @ someone && SmiiLe for ♥ n0 ♥ reAs0n yea. rite... i am still single. gee, its not so cool but i kinda enjoy it. like. i become more independent, more free time, get pissed and stoned with mates. more time to focus on study and my work. so guys out there who are single, give me five! we sure know how to live our lives!and most of all. we r free like birds! cheers. May 07 aloha!新歌推薦 最近一直在聽Kelly Clarkson.同 Deniel Powter 的歌﹐好正!! 不過上星期和幾個好朋友去飲野﹐聽到TV ROCK 既 Flaunt it. 全場立刻好High.衣架好hit既一首remix disco music. 真系好掟! 好 party classic既 feel. leave you all breathless and you won't get down all the way to the end of the song! HEy gals ! time to get on it and just FLAUNT IT! 刚才下载安装Chinese input 软件 NJSTAR 不是很会用!anyway give a try. 超久没有打中文。 可又超想用中文说话。 见到你们都有blog，我也心血来潮。不过我n不会讲话，就会多发些图片， most of all, i just want to keep in touch with my all good friends back in china. 然后我会放多一些纽西兰生活的照片。 其实这里比中国无聊多了，所以一些小小的事发生也会让我很exciting! 不知什么时候，我开始用手指来算一些计算题。好像人类的自然进化一样，太宁静的生活真的会让人变迟钝。*blushing* 我posted一些这里party的照片，因为我们只有party才会拿出相机。 please check out my photos. they r kinda shit.i mean i look shit. but,every time i look at those pics, i was mentioned how happy i was when i was in those parties with my mates. its like my own small movie, a drama with all these nice snapshots. so everytime when i was down. i look at these pics. they do cheer me up. 先写到这，打字速度实在太慢，用了半个钟写这段，好失败! 明天６；４５要起床。you know what. every fuckin single day. i have to get up at 6;45am coz my first lecture starts at 8am ! Jeeeesus! 好像又会到中国中学的日子，天未亮就要起床。。。 April 15 -Caffeinefavorite band and great pop punk music. not too crazy n noisy shit. but
still powerful and super infectious melodies. with stomping great
metallic riffs Daniel Powterone of my favorite singer! love the song "bad day"he played on the
piano. its incrediable. click the website and watch the music video of
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