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September 07 Another hole in the headOpps, it was 3 months ago when i posted mai last diary. well, i don't believe there is such word "diary" in guys dictionary i suppose. i remember kit used to tell me that a guy gotta be real repsonsible to keep his own blog, which is true, i just don't really have that attitute to my blog.
not much happening lately. i read my last post thinking about those days how i got over my last relationship, it was making me feeling stink. it was such difficult yucky time, was like having the flu and never gonna get better.
well, i am such a virgin when i come to getting dumped, i never really knew how difficult it was and how to deal with things, what to say and what to do, what to see and what to eat...
lately, she had been calling me and we chatted on the phone for hours, we laughed, like good old friends. but i indeed feel the way of our friendship is more than just that. i did have fun chatting. just tried to avoid some sensitive topics. it sounds pathetic i have to admit i did feel jealous of hearing some of the things she said. i am not quite sure what is happening exactly, but all i know is i did pretty much get over her. and i WANT to stay in touch with her, although sometimes i do have a feeling of wanting to get closer to her, after the phone calls, i fell back to this crazy psycho imagination. then leading me to feeling miserable once i realized its impossible for us to go back! part of myself was thinking, i should maybe just knock it off, disconnect of any way to get in touch with her, move on my life .
jesus, i just never gonna stop this topic, am i?! hahahahah, sorry for the people whos been reading all the way down here, i know my words sounds pretty shallow and nonsense, was just thinking to come up here and write down how i FEEl, and maybe i will come back and read it and laugh about it in 2008
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